Saturday, November 8, 2008

Evrythg becomes a disaster.... :((


I dnt kno whts going on with me... evrythg becomes a disaster.. 

tene {honey} ani velu pedite cheemalu kudutunnai, varsham lo taduddam anukunte vadagallu padutunnai, chirugaali ani bayataku vaste gundu soodulu gucchukuntunnai... :((






This is the starting of my big whole worst story.. hmmm, i dnt kno y, andariki manchidi gaa anipichevi na daggaraku raagaane worse gaa tayaaravutaai.. idi na H1 to startaa lekaa inka mundu nunche start emo..

neno pedda homesick pakshini.. US ki vachina one year complete kaagane india ki veldam anukunnaa.. H1 ki apply chese mundu i dnt kno all these stupid damn rules.. telisi vunte may b apply kudaa chesunde daani kaademo ee year.. sare chesaanaa, 7:1 ratio lono, edo teliyani ratio lo no, nenu select iyyaanu..  Ika india ki veldam anukone lopu , na consultancy vaadu no india ani calls cheyadam H1 cancil avutundi ani bedirinchadam start chesaadu.. chaala mandi ki dream ina H1 na varaku vachesariki oh curse gaa tayaaraindi..

so ilaa andari ki dream ina H1 naako disaster gaa maarindaa.. sare naa meeda naaku confidence vundi, so tvara tvaragaa job techesukoni india ki veldam anukone lopu US lo recession start indi.. ento exp vunna vaallake jobs levu.. mari naaku ??? naaku telisina vaalle last year H1s india ki return avutunnaaru...

so malli oka eduru debba...

again my java class, na confidence mottam peka medalaa kulipoina place.. 
naaku US lo job aa !!! no way ani anipinchina place.. daily kashtapadi chadavadam, eveng iyye sariki marchipovadam, last ki frns andaru kudaa na java classes gurinche maatalaadutunnaru ani, onl lo kudaa vundakunda vundatam... inkaa lonely feeling penchukovadam..

hmmm last 2 mnths nunchi annee tala noppulaa...

i kno US lo H1 ravadam gr8, classes cheppinche harsha dorakadam gr8.. kaani na varaku anni pedda failures...

inni bhada la madhya ee roju harsha na bhada chudaleka sudden gaa india ki ticket book chesaadu.. 10 days lo flight.. really harsha ki elaa thks cheppalo kudaa naaku ardham kaaledu.. endukante naalanti pedda stupid, worst fellow tala meeda 5000 bucks waste cheyadam ante harsha gr8 ee mari.. mari ippudu nenu india veldam ante na H1 cancil ipotundi.. 

harsha kudaa no need of H1 be happy, H1 lite teesuko ani cheppaadu.. sare chaala rojula taruvaata india veltunnaa, recent ga ammamma operation jarigindi, andarini chudochu, ilaa vuhallo telipotu amma ki cal chesaa...

amma, nana, chinna mama, pedda mama, chinna atta, pedda atta, inkaa operation ina ammamma, inkaa phn alaane pettukunte ma amma vuri valla andari chetaa cheppinche tattlu vundi, ippudu india ki raavoddu ani..

idi na fate, monnati varaku papa raa, papa raa, ani adigina ma intlo vaallu ippudu vaddu raavoddu antunnaru..
May b vaalla reason kudaa correct, recent ga ammamma operation jarigindi, tanu levaledu, malli tammudiki exams, atu itu tiragaali, so nuvu enjoy cheyalevu, we cant spend our time wit u so jan lo raa papa ani.. adi nijame kada...

edo vundi kada daridrudi nettina vadagandla vaana ani.. alaa tayaaraindi na condition..

at present  i dnt kno abt my india tour.. cheppalante i dnt kno abt anythg... Ticket cancil chesukuntaano teliyadu, veltaano teliyadu, oka vela vellina madhyalo emavutundo teliyadu, endukante manaku ippudu evrythg opposite gaa jarugutundi kada...

harsha told me dnt post this one in ur blog, bcoz nowadays andaru ni blog chaduvutunnaru ani..  bt i dnt have anyone to share... 

chandu.....

" alvida alvida, ab kehana aur kya jab tune keh diya alvida " ee song ippudu naaku full gaa saripotundi..


7 comments:

Anonymous said...

im sorry

Anonymous said...

ayyo chandu dnt feel bad, memandaram ni frns me kada

Sagari said...

hope everthing will bw fine with u soon

Ramya said...

Dont feel sad Chandu. Now all of our lives are in disaster. Nothing else theres is to do other than waiting for better days ahead.

Ramya said...

Dont feel sad Chandu. Now all of our lives are in disaster. Nothing else theres is to do other than waiting for better days ahead.

Kalpana said...

Andari life lo ee situations thappavu. Edo oka timelo face cheseve... Be strong.
I too had tough times, last 2-3 years nundi, edi anukunnaa, opposite anuko... so anukovatame maanesaa. ;)
Try to enjoy each moment as it comes... Chaala important idi. Prasthuthaaniki, better don't go and listen to your parents... Enjoy cheyalekapovachchu n itu H1 prob avochchu... So, be on 1 side. Concentrate on ur classes... Never feel you 4get things. It's all in the mind. Neeku anni gurthuntaayi anuko, and it will... You will gain confidence gradually. Slowly, start applying for jobs... Intialgaa, it takes time. Feel ayye pani ledu... Interviews attend avuthune undandi, ennaithe enti. Last ki, raasi pettina company lo meeku thappakundaa job vastundi and in few months(6-7 months anukondi) with job in hand, meeru happy gaa enjoy chesthaaru mee vaallatho... Be positive and strong...

Anonymous said...

dnt feel sad chandu