Monday, March 1, 2010

Ento !!! Emaindo naaku :(

hmmm, ento naakemi ardham kaavadam laa... pichi pichi gaa vuntondi... pichi pichi gaa panulu chestunna... may b ee post kudaa pichi gaa vuntundemo... naaku pichi pattadamo, heart attack vastundemo annanta feeling gaa vundi :( ...


anavasaram gaa kopam vastondi... ee emotion ni aapukoleka potunna... emi cheeyaalo ardham kaavadam laa... ee roju ite na kopam oka range ni daatipoindi... harsha to edo chinna godava vachi bananas kinda vesi tokkesaa... cake ni nalipesaa, curry paarabosesaa... eggs pagalakottesaa... [ ante aa time lo kitchen lo vunna ] ento pichi pichi gaa chestunna kada... ide emo pregnency blues gadida guddu emo... bhayam gaa vundi.. chaalaa depression gaa vundi... na meeda naake control potundi... anni kinda paarabosi kitchen clean cheste kaani na kopam taggaledu :( :( ... hmmm... even godava kudaa anta peddadi kaadu, i said no to gym, he asked me , y???


inkaa amma kudaa india velle time daggara ki vastundaa, inkaa tension ippude start avutnundi... repu amma vellaka nenu paapa ni elaa chusuko galano emo... chaala depression gaa vundi , bhayam gaa kudaa...


chandu

5 comments:

Sree said...

get a hold of it chandu.. mom vellipotunnaru anedi at the back of mind undatam valla maybe you are getting into postpartum depression kind of a thing.. you are brave, bubbly girl with a baby girl now, just cheer up. It is not easy but not tough either... the only thing to cheer u up right now is the kid's smile and yours in the mirror...

Good luck.

HarshaBharath said...

Dont worry, Every thng gonna be okay... Just need little time.
make out a little time for meditation or some sort of things by which you can relax...
Relax relax thats the best cure...
the more you think of it the more you may get deppressed.

Ramana KV said...

Ayyoo.. Antha vishayaanike kopam vachesindha.. Hmm.. May be you had lots running on your mind.. :)

Well, there's nothing more important than health.. So, hitting the gym is not such a bad thing...

Manasa said...

Hi, I'm Rajani, got u through Sree's blog.

When I saw your article, I remembered myself as a mom when I came to UK alone with a 4-month old baby and 7-year-old boy. Struggled to settle in new country, sending my son to school and coping with the baby!

It all a part of life, dont let the thoughts trouble you. Just live for today enjoying your baby's smile, you can do it. amma unnatakalam manam chinnapillame but surprisingly when we take responsibility all of a sudden, we grew up very fast. God helps us in finding new things. You will be a good mom..dont worry.

Cant help you much from distance but certainly can offer some confidence.. Dont give up...cheer up..!

When you cross those stages, you will see yourself as a good mum.

HarshaBharath said...

Entandi Not blogging these days??